These last few weeks have been very strange for me.
My youngest now has my email address but has not been in touch.
This has caused many emotions to rise up for me.
Sadness being the main.
It was my hope to begin a relationship from the off.
Dreaming she would be as excited as me.
Forgetting her age and her 'diet' of worms makes that nigh impossible.
Grace, I can nearly understand the anger and fear you must be feeling.
It will NOT be a betrayal of anyone if we communicate.
I dont want to interfere in your life.
I just want news of you.
I have moved on so much of the stuff I had with the family.
Realising their actions were what they thought best at the time.
Knowing from my own life experiences that once something is in motion it is difficult to change.
Head down, gritted teeth and ever onwards.
In hindsight, we would ALL have acted differently.
But past is past.
We ALL loved one another in the past.
We could easily do so again.
The family and I have one thing in common.
One thing that binds us.
One thing that can cause the past to be forgotten and relationships reunited.
YOU.
We ALL love you and just want you to be happy.
You can have us ALL, you know.
Come on, get in touch.
Who knows ?
You may even like me !
